Current mood:	grateful
Current music:	Things I'll Never Say

DANG>>>>>
Again, life suprises me at how hard yet sooo simple it can be. I mean you know that just this one thing is soo innocent compared to the world's standards and you know it will make you feel so much more loved. Also you know an increase in your confidence will arise because you will know you have won and you just want to laugh but at the same moment you wish to feel confident and warm and loved you know it will only last for a moment in time. The sense of joy is not aparent. The sense of satisfaction only truley gives you a feeling of disappiontment and a feeling of wanting more. What do you do when you know the answer is clear but your head and your heart are not agreeing.. you pray and automatically feel loved because someone is listening to you and they care. YOu feel confident in that your decision is now in the hands of the Ruler of the Universe. You feel joy because a once difficult decision has now been brought to a fun time of fellowship that will forever be remembered. You feel warm inside because you have felt that He has placed a blanket around your heart so it may be consealed until the one who is allowed to see will have the perfect timing for it to come off and not turn cold.