| ms_smiley87 ( @ 2005-04-16 22:44:00 |
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| Current music: | The Ocean- Mae |
We're So Far Away...
I dont know if any of you have herd Mae and their new CD EverGlow. If you havent you need to cause their music is pretty kickin. So God is pretty sweet and he makes me life pretty freakin awesome but yet sometimes I still complain about stuff. For exampple today Natalie and I were talking about how next year is going to be so different because we wont see our friends everyday. We both agreed the thought is totally depressing but full of excitement at the same time. Lately I have been thinking about my future and where its going. I love that I am going to college and that im going to be learning about how to help kids take their behavioral disorders and control them so they can return to society and get jobs and have wonderful lives and stuff, but at the same time many times I wish I could just run...not nessarily fun away from problems but just run and DO something. I wanna go to Hati and meet the girl I sponser and help children down there get adopted and out of those crummy orphanages and I want to go to the beaches of California or the streets of New York and hang out with kids my age and tell them they DO have a purpose in life. I wanna run to London and work or start a clinic for behavioral troubled kids. The family that brought us to Mullen to help them and their community are here this weekend. Im totally excited to see them familar faces in a world that sometimes is not so familar because I know the goal we share between us where sometimes those around me are not so familar. I want to feel the familarness here with some around me here though to. I feel like I need to stop doing just the little things to show people who Christ is but I need to add to that and push people in huge ways. I have no idea how this became so long but I must be going to sleep because Kayla and I had so much fun that we didnt want to stop having fun last night! Night All